How Could I Be So Naive? by iheardavoice, literature
Literature
How Could I Be So Naive?
I turn away
I look away
I told you I can't stay
I know your blood is on my hands
For breaking your heart
For the fear of letting you down
For the fear of not being there for you
I know time has passed
And you had a change of heart
I needed time to think things through
To find my true feelings
Blinded by frustration
I didn't think it could work
Your fears of me letting you go
The thought of me loosing you
Brings tears to my eyes
Now you tell me it won't work
I know what I said
And I know it wasn't miss leading
I felt like you judged me
I felt like you despised me
I felt like you thought I was judging you
I felt like you t
I'm thankful to have you in my life
I'm thankful I had you then
I'm thankful to have you in the future
I couldn't move forward if I wasn't grateful
All the love in my life so overwhelming
If you leave you'll always be there
Time what a concept
Fiction or nonfiction are we even here?
I have gratitude for everything in my life
I'm glad to wake up and see the sun shine
The beauty makes me fall from cloud nine
The rain that washes the dirt away
I'm ready to wash away everything negative
Everything in my life seems so repetitive
I'm thankful I am true to myself
I'm thankful I can express my feelings
I'm thankful I am my own being
The Lavender Chrysanthemum by iheardavoice, literature
Literature
The Lavender Chrysanthemum
I know its the wrong time to say this
I know its the wrong time to confess this
I know its the wrong time to reveal this
This is so wrong
I know you were promised...
Promised a life full of love
Hollywood the death of you
Forever you will be loved
Like i said i promised
A celebration
To your life and love
You look familiar
You share the same astrology
You share the same numerology as me
Your like a brother to me
Your love your light
Your energy will alway be with me
Join the party
Join the celebration
What are you waiting for
For the party of life
Dance with me
In celebration
The dance of your life
You don't have to apologize to me
I know you have your reasons
Reasons to have a broken heart
A frozen heart
A heart like shattered icicles
We've all lived cold pasts
We've all had broken hearts
We've all seen pain
We've all seen love with no gain
Be in the moment we live in right now
Look at the horizon
Let the sun rise
Realize your the sunrise in my horizon
Don't think of the sunset
Don't think of the snow falling like tears
Don't be scared of your fears
Your like a hawaiian sunset
Cant you see the light
Cant you see your lighting up my life
I want you to hold me
I want you to make me laugh
I want to see us smile
I wan
This Devil Growing On Me by iheardavoice, literature
Literature
This Devil Growing On Me
This black heart
Bleeding dark inside me
Is this infectious or is this spontaneous?
These colors within my soul vibrant
Will they neutralize and create grey
This disease inside me
Infectious or discrete
Love me for who I am
Skin on skin
Is this a sin
I pay for my actions
Is this redemption?
Mother Monster
Jesus Christ
What are you to me?
Do I mean anything?
Mother nature
This infectious disease inside me
Cure me...
Do I deserve this
Or do I deserve bliss
Greed... Deception
Love... Lust
Show me the true colors of my feelings
Yellow red orange green
What is the meaning of my being?
The dark in my soul
Cure the soil
I want to be
I want to be the knight in shinning armor
I want to take you away
Take you away from this life, horror
I want to love you...
Love you 'til I die
Please don't be...
The one to say goodbye
I want to take the pain away
I wish my love could numb the pain
This I promise will be the last I say
Our love is written in the stars
Clouds are my thoughts of you
This poem for you, the best I could do
My heart, when I think of you...
When I think of you, skips a beat
I wish I could take all your heartbreak
Take it away, as I may
I wish I could dry your tears
Through away your fears
Take it away, as I may
Never shall you be
How Could I Be So Naive? by iheardavoice, literature
Literature
How Could I Be So Naive?
I turn away
I look away
I told you I can't stay
I know your blood is on my hands
For breaking your heart
For the fear of letting you down
For the fear of not being there for you
I know time has passed
And you had a change of heart
I needed time to think things through
To find my true feelings
Blinded by frustration
I didn't think it could work
Your fears of me letting you go
The thought of me loosing you
Brings tears to my eyes
Now you tell me it won't work
I know what I said
And I know it wasn't miss leading
I felt like you judged me
I felt like you despised me
I felt like you thought I was judging you
I felt like you t
I'm thankful to have you in my life
I'm thankful I had you then
I'm thankful to have you in the future
I couldn't move forward if I wasn't grateful
All the love in my life so overwhelming
If you leave you'll always be there
Time what a concept
Fiction or nonfiction are we even here?
I have gratitude for everything in my life
I'm glad to wake up and see the sun shine
The beauty makes me fall from cloud nine
The rain that washes the dirt away
I'm ready to wash away everything negative
Everything in my life seems so repetitive
I'm thankful I am true to myself
I'm thankful I can express my feelings
I'm thankful I am my own being
The Lavender Chrysanthemum by iheardavoice, literature
Literature
The Lavender Chrysanthemum
I know its the wrong time to say this
I know its the wrong time to confess this
I know its the wrong time to reveal this
This is so wrong
I know you were promised...
Promised a life full of love
Hollywood the death of you
Forever you will be loved
Like i said i promised
A celebration
To your life and love
You look familiar
You share the same astrology
You share the same numerology as me
Your like a brother to me
Your love your light
Your energy will alway be with me
Join the party
Join the celebration
What are you waiting for
For the party of life
Dance with me
In celebration
The dance of your life
You don't have to apologize to me
I know you have your reasons
Reasons to have a broken heart
A frozen heart
A heart like shattered icicles
We've all lived cold pasts
We've all had broken hearts
We've all seen pain
We've all seen love with no gain
Be in the moment we live in right now
Look at the horizon
Let the sun rise
Realize your the sunrise in my horizon
Don't think of the sunset
Don't think of the snow falling like tears
Don't be scared of your fears
Your like a hawaiian sunset
Cant you see the light
Cant you see your lighting up my life
I want you to hold me
I want you to make me laugh
I want to see us smile
I wan
This Devil Growing On Me by iheardavoice, literature
Literature
This Devil Growing On Me
This black heart
Bleeding dark inside me
Is this infectious or is this spontaneous?
These colors within my soul vibrant
Will they neutralize and create grey
This disease inside me
Infectious or discrete
Love me for who I am
Skin on skin
Is this a sin
I pay for my actions
Is this redemption?
Mother Monster
Jesus Christ
What are you to me?
Do I mean anything?
Mother nature
This infectious disease inside me
Cure me...
Do I deserve this
Or do I deserve bliss
Greed... Deception
Love... Lust
Show me the true colors of my feelings
Yellow red orange green
What is the meaning of my being?
The dark in my soul
Cure the soil
I want to be
I want to be the knight in shinning armor
I want to take you away
Take you away from this life, horror
I want to love you...
Love you 'til I die
Please don't be...
The one to say goodbye
I want to take the pain away
I wish my love could numb the pain
This I promise will be the last I say
Our love is written in the stars
Clouds are my thoughts of you
This poem for you, the best I could do
My heart, when I think of you...
When I think of you, skips a beat
I wish I could take all your heartbreak
Take it away, as I may
I wish I could dry your tears
Through away your fears
Take it away, as I may
Never shall you be
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